A Night Without Gunfire Or RPG Rounds

Hey people that i have learned to take a keen intrest in... I have finally had a nites rest, without a damn bulllet being fired, me getting shot at, or a IED going off! I did have to sleep with my .45 next to me though. I guess it's just habit. I kinda felt naked it without it! I have been here for quite some time, and the people at the airport gave me the warmest welcome! I havent felt that way in a long long time. I went to Mcdonalds today and i ate 3 value meals, and the chic at the counter said oh my, and she told her friends and before you knew it, i had everyone in mcdonalds looking at me like i was some 400lb guy trying to catch a snack. So i finally looked up and said hey! IF you have been in iraq with bullets wizzin by ya head, eating MREs, and avoiding IEDs, you would eat all of this food too..so back off! I guess it was mean, but well deserved. I finally got to look at fox news(instead of al jazeera) and in my personal opinoon, they both produce SMUT! No, not porn, but SMUT. Since i have been here, i have yet to here Hannity and Colmes, Bill O'Reilly or any of these other ones including Geraldo(who has been imbedded) speak the truth about the war in iraq. Not everyone over there hates. Some of the iraqis were tired of being treated like shit. It was like modern day slavery. I guess the only difference between iraq and the USA when it comes to slavery, is that the New Goverment has apologized to the country for that, and the US only apologized"(if u wanna call it that) to the african americans, but what about the indians? Well i didnt mean to go there, but once you go over there and face death and see it literally, i guess you look at shit differnt. Ya know the worst thing in the world is hate. I mean you have the differnt iraqis hating each other because of something minute and they all bleed red. Its the same thing over here. Slavery and all that shit was bad, but all the hatred in the world needs to find a new home somewhere else. This country and this world may not ever change if we dont quit all the hatred. I have seen little kids the size of baby faith(and sorry for using your daughter holli) that have explosvies strapped to them for the sake of allah and her body is used to kill the opressor. What the fuck? I mean instead of you going blow your own dumbass up, you take a innocent baby and strap a few pounds of explosives and blow the baby to smitherines? Yea Hatred needs to stop. Ya know i have also seen kids toting around ak-47s for the sake of allah! Well if the allah that some of theem serve make them shoot at me in a HMMv, or shoot at my while im in my helo and i amd forced to return fire(like i have) and kill a innocent kid well FUCK YOU ALLAH! Jesus i know i am venting, but i guess i really had time to reflect it now that i have been home and i can think with a sound mind, other than thinking about survival and how im gonna make it from one second to the next. I think that if people dont come together and just realize that we are all the same with minor differences, then we may be fighting forever in a day. I am fighting for my future kids and those little cute babies like Faith. Since i have seen her picture, i look at her on a daily basis and i see the happiness in her eyes. She looks so cute playing in the water without a care in the world. She and nathan dont see hatred or anything wacko like that. Her biggest thing is the bot bot and nathans biggest thing is that he loves the baby and probably doesnt understand faith's momma because she is not a kid anymore. Well i wanna make sure all the faith and nathan's of the world stay safe by any means necessary. Well i gotta head t othe hospital i will be back later

P.s. If you wanna know who Faith and Holli and NAthan are check out there blog! She is on my comments section. I dont know her, but her life and the life she writes about makes me fight on each and every day.

See ya

P.s. Oh only a few more days til my bday!!