I dont know where to start...its been a really long time.

Well, i dont reall know how to start. I have gotten lots of emails wondering where i am or if everything is ok and it is. It is awesome. I have a girlfriend that i care for and love very much who wants to marry me and well i have a dilemma with that. It isnt that i dont want to marry her, it is im not sure if i wanna give her the life that i live. She is ok with it and she is ok with the job and Iraq and me being gone away from her at the drop of a dime, but i dont know if it is fair.

Hmm lets see. I have been playing video games yapping on the phone a usual and being busy. My family is great and healthy and my bad ass dog is ok too. I did get a cat that died and that was pretty sad, but other than that everything is great. Well i gotta run i will blog tomorrow.